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| Ever remember a time in your life when you had certain friends that made you feel like you were part of something amazing? That no matter what happened you felt like nothing could come between what you guys had? I used to feel I had that with some friends. Then things changed and people drifted. I know that is life, but it feels as if I'm the one left behind. I constantly feel lately like I'm on the outside watching it all and everybody has this wall up and they refuse to let me in. I only get to watch it go on. I don't feel real anymore. Not to myself and not to many others as well. I hurt and I really wish I could make it all stop. Being me used to be good enough to the ppl who mattered and that's how it should be, well lately it just seems me isn't that anymore. I can't change who I am, but who I am just doesn't seem good enough.
I hate feeling that it's all going to just end one day. I hate knowing its the truth even more. I gave up living in that world that I have bonds with people that will last a lifetime. I have less then a few I have a feeling will be there forever. I think nowadays that's the only thing that honestly keeps me sane and gives me strength when I feel my lowest. These ppl I sometimes wonder if they even know how much I truly do love them because I know I don't show it often enough, but trust me you mean the world to me and I would never want you to walk out.
As I sit here bawling my eyes out I can't even pinpoint where this all came from. The feeling of being left out and left behind. I just know its there. Perhaps I just don't evolve like everybody else, and they don't feel like wating for me so I stay in the background. I know I'm not on the same level as most people my age are, but it doesn't make me less of a person. Just gets so tiring trying to prove this and it's something I shouldn't have to. It should be known. I just want to belong to that something again, and the more time passes the more I realize I need to wake up.
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An Evening with Don Hertzfeldt
11/13/2008 in Civic's 19th Street Theatre
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- Thursday November 13, 2008 7:30
Ticket information Coming soon!
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Cult animator and Academy Award nominee Don Hertzfeldt (Rejected,
Billy's Ballon) hits the road this fall for a series of one-night-only
events, and Civic Theatre of Allentown is his ONLY Pennsylvania stop!
Don's classica animated shorts return to the big screen, culminating in
the exclusive regional premier of his newest film, I am so proud of
you. His longest piece to date, I am so proud of you is the eagerly
anticipated second chapter to Everything will be OK, winner of the
Sundance Film Festivals' Jury Award in Short Filmmaking and named by
many critics as on of the "best films of 2007." The screening will be
followed immediately by a live on-stage interview and audience chat
with Don Hertzfeldt. | | |
| "Love Remains The Same"
A thousand times I’ve seen you standing
Gravity like a lunar landing
Make me want to run till I find you
I shut the world away from here
Drift to you, you’re all I hear
Everything we know fades to black
Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
I never thought that I had anymore to give
Pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same
Find the place where we escape
Take you with me for a space
The city buzz, sounds just like a fridge
I walk the streets through seven bars
I had to find just where you are
The faces seems to blur, they’re all the same
Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
I never thought that I had anymore to give
Pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same
So much more to say
So much to be done
Don’t you trick me out
We shall overcome
So all have stayed in place
We should have had the sun
Could have been inside
Instead we’re over here
Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
Too much time, too long defending
You and I are done pretending
I never thought that I had anymore to give
Pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
Everything will change
I, oh I, I
wish this could last forever
I, oh I, I
As if we could last forever
Love remains the same
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| Tonight I went to Croc Rock to go see Dope and Kittie with Pinkie and Rich. I had an AMAZING time! We got there as Across Five April's was going on. They weren't too bad, didn't really get too into them tho either. After them came A New Revolution. I've seen them before, but couldn't remember much. They did an awesome job tho. They've deffinatly gained themselves a new fan! I ran into a Jeremy and Mike which was nice. I haven't seen Mike in like a year or so. Saw Clint and Ang as well, but couldn't really make my way to get a good hi in. Well while waiting for Kittie to go on I was kinda just like blah. I really wanted to see Dope. It'd been a few years since I saw Kittie and last time I saw them it wasn't the best performance they had on of their techs filling in for a memeber and they just didn't seem to be too into the show. Well they redeemed themselves 100%. Well Dope fucking rocked the place as usual. They never disappoint me EVER! After the show I waited outside with Pinkie, Rich, Julie, Jess, Mike, and Jeremy. Just chillin and talking. Met the lead singer (Joey) of A New Revolution and got a picture. I also took pictures with Morgan and Mercedes of Kittie. Well about maybe after sitting outside for a half hour or more Virus from Dope came around and took pics. He was really cool he talked with us and such. Eventurally Tripp came around and took some pics as well. Then Edsel comes rolling out of the tour bus and stops to take pics with everybody. It was just really cool night. Dope are just really a bunch of fucking awesome guys. Real down to earth and very chill. I can't wait til the next time the come around!
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So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
- Green Day - Good Riddance (Time Of Your Life)
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